Day 2 - Checklist and target

 Checklist of yesterdays milestones first:

Day 1 checklish:

• Wake up by 7.00 AM  - Yay! The day started well!
• Finish cooking by 2.00 PM - What I made wasjust mutton kheema balls(kola urundai) and still finished only by 2.50 or so.
• Clean the vessels and stove before bed time
• No mobile until 12.00 PM and after midnight.(posting this blog after 12.00 am.... huh!)
• Take kids down for playing for atleast 40 minutes.

Day 2 Target:

1. Wake up by 7.00 AM
2. Breakfast by 9.30 AM for everyone in the family. Should not miss as kitchen is already clean.
3. Mobbing the kitchen floor
4. Lunch cooking by 1.00 AM
5. Clean the vessels and stove before bed time.
6. No mobile after midnight
7. Take kids down / play at home with them/ make them study for atleast 40 mins in  a stretch.

If at all someone lands in this page and is interested such creating such task lists and being more organized and focussed on us... Please do join me in the comments. It will be definitely encouraging.

To whomsover it may concern part!

Dear, 

It is indeed painful for not able to forgive you as you demand it. You indeed have done nothing wrong to be forgiven and it is okay to prioritise you over  me and kids. As, i know now that my expectation from you as being responsible as the family head is never going to happen.

Gratitude

Thank you God for all of us being alive. While the day started with stomach ache and nauseous, I am feeling much better now. 

Thank you God for giving me the strength to manage things.

Today, my husband took a plate and was just to bang his head when he asked me if i had told about him and my problems to my sister. By Gods grace, one such scene was avoided. Thank you thank you God.