what the hell

 Got a new job... moved from being a content writer to a copywriter...

Despite the fact that I am not getting to sleep in the afternoons, I am enjoying attending all the standups... while there are not much contribution that I am going to make in the Meet, I am still happy. Thanks Ganga for pushing me to upload my resume in Linkedin. ... I still remember her asking what PAN India is :) 

The laptop that I am using now is what my husband(!) got for me.... Last two days, I am not in terms with him and I am very scared now that he would not not give me that system anytime he wishes too.. In that case, what will do.... should i be happy that I have a job now or now added it to my woes that he will now black mail with the same... same goes with phone... What if he calls everyone from office... Ma, m so scared ma... Dhiya has just started patching with her dad... what if he shows her the anger again and spoilher childhood... When will my mother in law stop bothering us in terms of money... what the hell will she do... doesnt even give a penny for kids birthday.... and she thinks its her right to keep pestering for money.... Why doesnt my husband ask her what she does with that money.... Why am I not able to take that useless, fatty lady out of mind... How I wish she gets out of my life....